Life :)

I'm fully over this, but the thing is, I'm not over you. It upsets me, because when I go to tell you, I just can't do it. If only, you knew, then this would be so much easier. I can't forget about you , it's hard not seeing you as often as I used to. I miss you. I like you. I want you. I need you. I can't have you. You want her. She wants you. :(

fucken cuuunt

You are a fucken cuuuunt! Ugh, you're making me feel like the fucken bad guy, I did what was fucken best! bleeh

:D

Okay, well we don't talk that much, we text a heap, and I mean a HEAP! I really fucken like you. I really wanna be with you.. I need you.

Happy ? :/

Okay , haven't been on this in a while , but I have a few things to say .
I like you , actually I like you a lot. Your always on my mind , I know it hasn't been long, but you continuously make me smile, even when I'm angry at you :) but I could never really be angry at you at the moment, you're so nice to me. You sing to me, it may not be that good but still , I love it . I hope this lasts long , because I can see it happening , I was a bit hesitant at the start but I mean it now . I love waking up to your cute texts , I love waking up in your arms :)
Overall I just love being with you.
I really like you Caleb John Lester Dalton :) xo

That night.

It scared me shitless. Made me think life IS worth living. It made me scared that I'd lose you as a friend.. I'd miss you. So why did you do it? Keep off it aye. And that pathetic loser who told you to do it. I'd kill him, srsly. Making you think twice and want to do it. Cunt.

hmph

This has gotten too much fer me.
I give up, I give up on you, I'm moving on and forgetting you.
I just don't want to feel that way about you anymore.
It's just something I don't want.
We can be friends but nothing more.
I'm trying.
Just give me time..

hmmm

I give up, I give up on everything. My parents treat me like fucking shit, now I just can't stand being around them, Mrs Connolly has just made it fucking worse! She got me grounded, the stupid fucking hoe! For the next three weeks I am grounded, not allowed to go anywhere after school, in the weekends, not even allowed friends over, this is fucking bullshit! I HATE HER! this is the shittest(if thats even a word) feeling I've had. My dad is the worst person I know, I absolutely hate him, sure he can be nice at times but other times, I'm just his fucking slave, and when I do something wrong, he takes it out on me, swearing at me, calling me names, threatning me, why couldn't I have a normal dad, why does mine have to be so mean, I actually hate him more than I've ever hated anyone else, and that is A LOT! he drags me along with him wherever he goes, makes me sit in the fucking car for about 1hr at a time. It's fucking ridiculous. I wish mum had gotten a divorce with him, instead of going back to him, I was completely upset when Mum and Dad were nearly split, but thats because he was nice back then, but now I just don't give a shit. LEAVE ME ALONE!